Don't get scared

Specifically more statistically talking about where you ended up.

 Part of a statistic that you wished you miss fit, damn you messed it up. 

Started a fuckin fuss with the boys you trust yeah you fucked'em up.

 Played it safe till the chase was givin up,

 abruptly.

 Destructing the shimmering silicone of your moms fake ass boobs you felt weak 

you couldnt see your best friend who is forced to eat from a tube every week 

you feel as heavy as a teenager the ones who belittle strangers , 

caution danger.

 They feel more then your average stranger the universe is in their mind and it will expand their time till every frame is frantically fucking with every fringe in his fascinating face. 

Fleeting feeling.

Return of the abstract identity which fell ahead of me when god sent an angel down to return me. You might have thought thee intentions were good when that dust thrust my mind to the heavens extensions. No choice but to in trust him with my soul, the bastard burned it over fiery coal, dealing his toll. Forever to remember the horror that every soul holds. The angel that poured his being into my eyes seeing every second of fleeting feeling of space and time. Stright from a page of fear and loathing, loathing every second fearing the next. Egotism became my priority for the road of reality.  Reality is no longer what you see I don't even believe what I've seen, I seem to be afflicted with a predicted dream under my stream of thought  that had no direction that I could detect then I dig deep sometimes often during rhymes to expose my soul that is so often ostracizing other goals. 

I woke up on all fours only remembering the seconds before fading out of reality. Feeling like my eyes were on a shuttering speed that put me on my knees. Then the angel came forth to prophesize my demise. Now creating lies to cover my hazy eyes. 

That day a sparkle was born in my eye for the torn reaction I gave when that part of me died. 

Movie meanings

1.Spirited Away

2. Old Boy (Foreign film not Hollywood remake *barfs violently*)

3. Funny games

Human?

What makes me human is what makes me aware. Emotions, ending devotions natural potions all ended up mixing as a dare. I was created there. At the age of 15 which seems supreme I was awoken  with a token of humanity which seemed to be a problem in reality. At 16 the next step of humanity came in front of me when I saw the devils saw near my leg which was a problem...maybe. It was just as scary as seeing if she would date me so I could escape ones related to me and experience a connection away from family. When that connection sparked I now could see in the darkest of dark. Lighting up a world previously unseen. There was now someone who I could hold on from now on.

As soon as this connection sparked in my brain I felt like I wanted to go do things and be on my feet walking the streets of salt lake having a good day in liberty park or handing out vegan burritos to the homeless. So In turn, what makes me human is the connection of love.

Peer pressure pleasure.

As I recall this dreary October 31st I feel a sort of thirst pump though my vains that pass though planes when the face of peer pressure shows its ugly pleasure. 

The boyz showed up as shadows bleeding a dark aura status that was for  a peak. Never a need for anyone to speak we just kept flowing down the billowing streets. 

They were born with tragedy in their blood, hardened by grinding selling those dubs sense they were cubs. But they were 17 now gettin skied now feeling life as a G now. Indestructable non-corruptible spectacle best until the rest can fill a space of anger which made him a gang banger to an absolute stranger. 

Inside he is as innocent as a baby looking fatal in its cradle. But has been covered time and time again by his "friends" pens. He let them write his life story he was granted no glory just a gorey story. He ended up gettin mixed up for too many fix ups. People on the outside could hear his heart tick tock till it just stop. The boyz never mourn they just stired a storm to inform otha brothas that their scientist was no longer insight as of tonight.

 R.I.P. dead man S.I.N. 

Walkin up.

A man in black walked up the trap,

Dirty D yelled said lets put this kid under the spell that will combine holiday to hell.  The positive part is the profit we just need to let no one stop it. Stay low Key keep all signs under your feet on the street. Name your self under the tests say nothin but Jesus bless. This man didn't know us you just showed us blessin with the verbal essence that keeps us testin having no rest then it's perfect for the best. 

This man in black started to react to what I stumbled to say to him under my array of this phony display of friendship. Told him my labor for love made me trust worthy, he had no worries. He doesn't know he's now bound in vines which eliminated his ability to choose his path ahead of time. 

Check your self.

1. Outkast

2. Noutirous B.I.G.

3. NWA

4. MF Doom

5. The Streets

6.  Nas

7. Joey bad a$$

8. Freddy Gibbs 

9. Snoop dogg (90's snoop)

10. Pharcyde 

If you don't know 5/10...... Check your self.